P Diddy with Kim PorterP Diddy’s relationship with current partner Kim Porter has shown him that his relationship with Jennifer Lopez wasn’t what he thought it was at the time.

Diddy and Kim have an eight year old son, Christian, together but split for a few years when their son was a toddler. During that time, Diddy dated Jennifer for almost a year.

He said recently: “when I was with Jennifer I got caught up. She was fine.”

“The hype can pull you together, and it’s feeling good, and the relationship is genuine. There was love there, but it just wasn’t this type of love.”

Diddy and Kim eventually got back together and the couple are expecting twin daughters later this year.

Diddy believes Kim is his muse and he said he wants to marry her: “The relationship that gave me the most inspiration was the relationship with Kim. It’s my most long-term relationship. It’s had a lot of ups and downs, and it made for a lot of great songs.”