Ben Affleck and Jennifer LopezBen Affleck has confessed that he’s glad he didn’t marry former fiancĂ©e Jennifer Lopez.

The couple, nicknamed “Bennifer”, had a high profile relationship between 2002-2004, with a wedding planned for September 2003 only to be called off at the last minute. They blamed the extensive media attention for their split.

He told Now magazine recently: “I should never have got engaged and never gone down that route. I thought I wanted certain things, but I didn’t. I got lost and felt suffocated, miserable and gross.”

“Being in the middle of a tabloid frenzy, it became so intense I had to stop and think, ‘What am I doing with my life?’”

“I had to smile for the cameras, but I was really in turmoil. I was no longer in control of my life and I didn’t know which way to turn. I felt like a hamster in a cage. The faster my legs went, the less distance I seemed to travel.”

Ben married his Daredevil co-star Jennifer Garner last year and the couple have a 12 month old daughter, Violet together while Jennifer Lopez married Marc Anthony in June 2004, just months after her split from Ben.