Heather Mills is reportedly having second thoughts about divorcing Paul McCartney.

According to the News of the World, Heather spoke freely about the split at the American Idol finale after-party in Los Angeles this week.

A friend told the newspaper: “She said she’d been devastated by the divorce and has become an emotional wreck.”

Heather is expected to receive around £25million in the divorce settlement but the friend added: “Heather doesn’t care about the huge load of money coming her way. She’d much rather be happily married than rich and miserable.”

“She said she would gladly give back every penny for another shot at happiness with Paul. She loved being married to him and it was the biggest regret of her life that things became so awful between them that divorce was the only option.”

“She didn’t sound like the total money-grabber we all thought she was. It’s clear she still cares for Paul.”